Gernaw mama gernaw...

Ksypnhsa sto Parisi kai phra to traino tou gyrismou stis 9 gia na vrethw sthn wra mou sto kapitalistiko mou grafeiaki..
Me to eishthrio sto xeri prospathw na xwresw tis tsantes mou kai th nysta mou sto diadromo tou vagoniou afou griniazw apo mesa mou gia tous argostrofous Gallous pou me kathysteroun..
To traino ksekinaei kai vriskomai na anakalyptw pws den exw diplano..Ksaplwnw xwris deyterh skepsh stis 2 theseis kai xairomai pou epitelous se ayth th diadromh den exw kapoion enoxlhtiko diplano pou akouei dynata mousikh, milaei 2,5 wres sto thlefwno, den kathomai dipla apo thn porta na krywnw..Genika hsyxia parathrw kai xairomai!!
Mish wra meta, mas eidopoioun apo ta megafwna pws ftasame sth Lille, opote anashkwnomai se periptwsh pou mou ethei diplanos syntaksidiwths!
Edwaksizei na anaferw pws den eimai kai o pio tyxeros anthrwpos!
Giayton to logo mallon, mesa sta epomena 5 lepta to vagoni gemizei apo 16 xrona mathhtoudia pou pane ekdromh sto Londino!
Kai ekei epishma pia ksekinaei to martyrio mou!
Fwnes,sfyrigmata..mia genikh fasaria pou parolayta prospathousa na mhn akouw kai na synexisw na koimamai..Emeina sthn prospatheia kai gia prwth fora hthela na ftasw sto Waterloo oso pio grhgora ginontan!
Koryfaio shmeio ths diadromhs otan h parea twn mathhtwn apofasisan na anoigokleinoun ta siderenia tasakia taytoxrona..mpam, mpam kai egw na tous kryfokoitaw kai na skeftomai GIATI?
Nomizw se ekeino to shmeio shkwthhka na paw toualeta giati nomiza pws tha tsiriksw!
Otan telika to traino eftase sto proorismo kai ta paidia vgainan ena-ena apo to vagoni eniwtha to kefali mou olo pio elafry..
Paremeina eknevrismenh me th tyxh mou gia polllh wra meta alla mexri twra pou grafw touto to blog fovamai pws h phgh tou eknevrismou mou einai pws GERNAW! (kai pou eixa fygei apo to Parisi sigoura..)
Parolayta ginomai mia kourasmenh katinoula pou kathgorei ta paidia pou pane thn sxolikh ekdromh tous kai pou den thymatai pws einai na trwgesai apo anypomonesia kai xara mazi me tous symmathhtes sou!!Kai to xeirotero einai pws akoma kai twra pou ta grafw den ta vriskw mesa mou..
GERNAW sou lew!!

My dear..planet!

Agaphmenh mou Gaia,
se eyxaristw pou me filokseneis tosa xronia kai pou mou xarizeis toso ousiastika eytyxismenes stigmes..Me afhneis na kolympaw sta yperoxa nera sou, na skarfalwnw sta panypshla vouna sou..
Pantotina dikh sou
Mpanana


500.000 triantafulla poulhthhkan shmera sth Megalg Vretania..
Katstrofh tou oikosysthmatos kai apo thn koph triantafyllwn leei!!

Ypokeimenikh aisthhtikh?

Enw loipon eixa katagrapsei leptomerws ti eidan ta matia mou xtes to vrady sthn ellhnikh thleorash epesa thyma ths hlektronikhs-magikhs logokrisias kathws phga na to kanw publish!
Daktylos tou Mega Channel prospathhse na mou kleisei to stoma enw hthela me fanatismo na katageilw thn prosvlhtikh aisthhtikh pou poulaei h ekpomph Allakse to!Tha ksanaprospathhsw!

Prwhn paikths reality loipon, me profanes anagh gia doksa kai anagnwrish metatrepei ta ellhika spitia se trash mpourdelakia!Viasmos ths aisthhtikhs, ths aneshs kai ths zestasias!
O Arxitektonas-interior designer-prwhn paikths reality, emfanizetai sthn ellhnikh thleorash kai poulaei lekseis pou exei akousei kai den katexei..
Gounarika, kryfoi fwtismoi, tapetsaries, mpimpelo me kammia xrhstikh idiothta, pseydorofes kai koufioi pseyto-toixoi poulountai san tis nees taseis sto xwro tou design!
Den kserw tipota sygekrimeno gia th diakosmhsh kai akoma kai an pistevw pws einai ena sygxrono epaggelma san ki ayta gia ta opoia milaei o Xaritopoulos, ayto pou eida xtes prepei anamfisvhthta na einai h xeiroterh tou proseggish!
Akoma pio foverh h antidrash twn idiokthtwn.. Xara, syginhsh kai yperhfaneia pou to spitaki sta Sepolia eixe metatrapei se Trendy Paraliako magazi!
Akoma den kserw giati den akolouthhsa thn prostagh tou titlou ths ekpomphs kai den to allaksa..to kanali!
Fovamai mhn dw ton sygxrono ellhna interior designer sto oneiro mou kai to metatrepsei ki ayto se efialth!!
(H logokrisia den tha perasei!)

Wdh sto kopsidi!

Hthela na moirastw mazi sou poso zhlevw tous sympatriwtes mou shmera..
Eikones apo ladwmena pswmakia me riganh, kopsidia, paidakia, voutes sth salata, tzatzikia, melitzanosalates kai ametrhtes patates tsakizoun thn ksenitemenh mou psyxh!

Unemployed Anonymous

Oloi gyrw mou psaxnoun gia douleia apegnwsmena..Alloi psaxnoun gia douleia pou tha tous eksasfalisei to noiki, alloi psaxnoun douleia gia na paraksoun kai na dhmiourghsoun kai alloi giati eftase koinwnika h wra tous..
Einai oloi tous neoi,eksypnoi kai etoimoi gia sklhrh douleia..kai einai oloi anergoi!
Th gnwrizw th fash...Mavrila,mizeria kai apaisiodoksia..
Kai apo thn allh vlepw katha prwi sto traino kai ligo argotera sto grafeio, anthrwpous pou variountai..pou argoun ..pou den antilambanontai!
Adikia skeftomai!
H anergia den exei logikh..
Tipota den eksasfalizei th thesh ergasias..Oute ta Masters kai ta MBA sto tade panepisthmio, oute ta honours kai ta distinctions stis ptyxiakes..
Kai meta apo ekatontades aithseis kai dekades synenteykseis to rixneis sth plaka..
Unemployed Anonymous!Me lene Xarh kai exw kanei 300 aithseis,20 interview kai eimai 8 mhnes anergos..Geia sou Xarhhhhhhh!
Siga mhn xwrousan ta oneira se etaireia sto City h se polyethnikh sthn Athhna..
H douleia einai mia trypa mavrh...kai h anergia to pio vathy ths shmeio!
H epi plhrwmh ergasia vlaptei sovara thn ygeia!!H apegnwsmenh anazhthsh gia mia thesh einai to prwto shmadi ths nosou..
Arrwsth eimai ki egw to kserw..alla psaxnw na giatreytw!Thn eleytherh mou wra epishs psaxnw na swsw ypopshfious astheneis!
Kserw,kserw kai pws tha plhrwseis to noiki, to giatro,to hlektriko?pws tha plhrwneis to internet pou xrhsimopoies gia na grafeis touto to blog?
An sou pw pws kserw tha lew psemmata..an sou pw epishs pws mporw mh me pistepseis!
Alla to thema den einai na pw pws ginetai alla pws tha diwksw thn piesh se sena,se keinon, se ekeinh..Arxika na stamathsoume tis synedries twn U.A. kai meta tha doume pws tha pame sto nhsi...

Dystopia...

...sas lew me exei syneparei o blogokosmos..
Tosa wraia keimena, toso wraia ellhnika, toso wraies idees..tosa'wraia' myala!
Kai pisw apo ola ayta mia terastia anagh ekfrashs kai epikoinwnias...
Pes mou omws pws to paidi mou tha kserei perissotero pws myrizei h thalassa, to xortari, to katsikisio gala apo to pws na kanei upload kai download!
Pes mou pws h blogosfaira einai mia yperoxh morfh epikoinwnias pou ekselisetai mprosta sta matia mas...
Giati oti exei tyxei na diavasw aytes tis meres apo blogs allwn, exw dei ekatontades sxolia na akolouthoun to keimeno kai xairomai pou diavazoun ,katalavoun, niwthoun, alla elpizw na to kanoun kai pera apo th blogosfaira ayto..Elpizw na diavazoun, na katalavainoun kai na niwthoun kai me to monitor kleisto..

"Cassandra in Greek legend, was condemned to know the future but to be disbelieved when she foretold it. Hense the agony for forknowledge combined with the impotence to do anything about it!"
12 monkeys

Xionanthrwpos

8:05
To lewforeio pou epivainw perna th Battersea Bridge, enw eksw rixnei tis pio megales nifades xioniou..
Thelw na katevw apo to lewforeio ayth th stigmh, thelw na niwsw tis nyfades sto proswpo mou,sta xeilia mou..na tis geytw!Tsantizomai pou den mporw!Tsantizomai me to systhma pali!
Me to wrario, me to tropo zwhs mou pou den mou epitrepei na katevw apo to lewforeio giati xionise!
Skeftomai ta prwina pou empaine h mama na me ksypnhsei na dw to xioni apo to parathyro..Na xarw pou apokleisthkame, pou den tha paw sxoleio!Htan oi mones meres ths sxolikh xronias pou den me peiraze na ksypnhsw stis 5..stis 6..
Kai parolh th barbarothta tou ksypnhmatos dioti anoige xwris kouventa thn mpalkonoporta kai empaine to leyko fws ths xionismenhs meras apotoma sto skoteino dwmatio, den prolavaina na tsantistw..den prolavaina na griniaksw pou ksypnaga ksafnika..san na xanontan olh mou h grinia sto xionismeno dromo, sthn xionismenh ekklhsia, sto kataleyko dasaki!
Ystera ksaplwna pali sto krevvati me anoixto to parathyrofilo kai glykokoimomoun!Hksera pws den tha ksypnhsw me ton hxo tou apoxeimwth, hksera pws mporw na koimhthw mexri oti wra thelw...
Meta thymhthhka ton teleytaio apokleismo apo xioni, Xristougenna tou 2001 pou to xioni eixe mavro xrwma..Mallon esy de to thymasai alla ekeinh th xronia erikse mavro xioni!
Myrize arrwstia kai monaksia kai egw ekleina to parathyrofilo gia na mhn ksypnhsw!
Einai dyskolo na apotypwsw to varos ths anamnhshs ayths..alla skepsou pws einai na se plakwnei enas xontros anthrwpos..
O dikos mou mavros varys xionanthrwpos!
Kai oso thymomoun, stamathse na xionizei..
Opws ginetai panta!
Eftasa sto stathmo tou metro prin na to katalavw, kai ta epomena 20 lepta gia ton teliko mou proorismo kulhsan klassika me grinia kai dysforia gia to strimwksidi sto vagoni, gia tous ageneis..
Alla katavathos xarhka pou epanhltha sth grinia mou..

Chaos Vs. Order

Anarwtiemai kairo twra ti einai ayto pou kanei th douleia mou vareth..
Katelhksa na pistevw pws ftaiei to antikeimeno..afou prwta skefthka to ergasiako perivalon, tis diadromes, to wrario, to mistho klp.
Alla diavasa kati xtes to vrady, pou mou edeikse o X., pou nomizw pws einai h apanthsh pou epsaxna..
Chaos does this amazing thing that order can't: it engages you..
H taksh einai vareth! H toulaxiston egw th variemai!Antilambanomai thn aksia ths ws pros kapoious tomeis alla se genikoteres grammes th vriskw katastrofikh..H ataksia einai endiaferousa synthhkh apo monh ths..poso mallon an skefteis kai thn anazwogonhsh pou mporei na ferei!
Gnwrizw anthrwpous kollhmenous se mia thesh, se mia fash, se mia katastash..gia kairo...olh tous th zwh!
Mono na gnwrizan th xara pou dinei h allagh, oi stigmes pou niwtheis xamenos sto kainourio, h xaotikh katastash pou den anagnwrizeis thn arxh, oute to telos!
Pshfizw nai stis allages, stis ekatommyria xiliades epiloges..sthn ydonh pou mporei na xarisei to xaos..
Allagh douleias TWRA!allagh spitiou TWRA!

To pio kalo koino..

Giannhs Pretenterhs sth diafhmish gia thn kainouria tou ekpomph: "Pollous tous endiaferei na kanoun ekpompes gia to kalo tou koinou, emena me endiaferei to kalo koino..."

RE A PAENEEEEEE REEEEEE!

Anarwtiemai poio einai to kalo koino kyrie Pretenterh?
Tosa xronia spoudwn sta media den mou milhse kanenas gia to 'kalo koino' kai anarwtiemai an kserete kati pou den kserw..
Poio einai to kalo koino?Egw hskera gia to 'kritiko' kai to 'pathhtitko' koino..Exw diavasei ti leei o Adorno, o Marcuse, o Lazarsfeld, h Moores, o Fiske, h Ang, mou didakse kai o fantastikos Morley alla kanenas den milhse gia to 'kalo koino', gamwto!!!
Anarwtiemai an ennoeitai kalo koino, ayto pou apoteleitai apo eggramatous h ayto pou parakolouthei thn ekpomph sas..(to ena anairei to allo!!!)
Kai an mh ti allo ti tha pei kalo koino kai pws to orizeis??? Akoma kai an oloi oi thewristes gia thn Thleorash sou einai pantelws agnwstoi, den mporei na mhn sou xtypaei perierga to 'kalo'!
To kalo kai to kako..Poia einai, pws ta ksexwrizeis, poios ta orizei kai giati??
To kalo koino vlepei kalytera?katalavainei kalutera?poies einai oi idiothtes tou telospantwn?
Ax, kati tetoies antistoixes thleoptikes figoures- me perissia sovarofaneia pou petane mparoufes nomizontas mas gia hlithious-kanoun thn ellhnikh thleorash na moiazei les kai pagwse sto '80!
Ksypna Giannh, edw 2006!!

Ateleiwtoi Xeimwnes...

Giati pernaei toso arga o xeimwnas hthela na ksera..Katara! Pws ginetai kaneis na mathei na agapaei tous xeimwnes kai ta fthinopwra?
Pws ginetai kaneis na 'pagwsei' to kalokairi?
Kai nai to eixa dei ki egw ayto to billboard ths Amstel pou elege 'Kalokairi einai opote niwtheis esy oti einai' h kati tetoio telospantwn..
Alla otan den myrizei san ki ayto, den akous to kymataki na skaei kai ta mallia sou den kouvalane olh thn ammo kai to alati tou Aigaiou..tote sigoura den einai kalokairi..agaphth dhmiourgikh omada ths Amstel!
Giati oso kai na prospathw shmera, kalokairi den ginetai na niwsw..
Tha koitaksw kalytera, mhpws kryfthke pisw apo megalo synnefo..tha to vrw to akatanikhto mou kalokairi kyrie Camus, tha to vrw!

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. ~Albert Camus

76 xronia prin leei...

'Orismenas hmeras ekastou mhnos'...
Opote thn sygekrimenh mera tou ekastote mhna egw lew na mhn phgainoume douleia, panepisthmio, sxoleio...Na mhn kykloforoume genikws.. Afou eimaste leei se anisorroph kai eksalh katastash!
Perimenete na diafwnhsw?
Tha prepei na me sygxwresoun oi files-feministries, h Lisa, h Sara k ta alla koritsia..giati na loufarw psaxnw kai egw!!
Na vgw kai gw I5 gia ayth th mia mera tou ekastote mhna...
Les na mas kathgorhsoun gia rousfeti?

Greek Army bananas..

Den mathainw polla nea apo Ellada kai otan mathianw den einai pia nea..
Rouketes, loufadoroi, idiwtika panepisthmia..me ayta asxoloumaste diavazw! Ayto pou katalavainw ws katoikos ekswterikou pia einai pws ta nea einai panta idia sthn ellada..
To thema twn loufadorwn einai kai pali sthn epikairothta..Kai dyo-tria xronia prin pou empainan kati filoi strato, thymamai na agxwnontai mhn apokalyfthoun ta skandala kai den piasei to 'meso'.
Pali ayto einai to vasiko thema?
Ti tous ksafniase?Oti o Makhs den exei paei strato? Oti o gios tou tade loufare giati eixe epipefykitida sto mati? Ti leitourgei diaforetika se ayth th xwra? Gia kante ena check sto tameio anergias kai an vreite to gio tou tade h thn korh ths tade na me xesete!
Enas kathhghths pou eixa sto metaptyxiako mou eixe pei pws h ellada einai h xwra twn connections..Kai egw eixa xamogelasei ntropala xwris na pw nai- apo ntroph- h oxi-apo enoxes.
Alla dikio eixe o gero-Curran, eimaste h xwra tou conne.. Mia megalh familia! Vlepw kai apo mena kai apo tous filous..Gyrna sthn Ellada, na doulepseis eki pou doulevei h tade,pou einai filh ths tade..
Kai gia na mhn eimai ypervolikh, ligo polu ta idia symbainoun se kathe xwra ..alla eimaste sigoura dynatoi se ayto ton tomea!!
Bravo mas!!H aksiokratia exei xasei to nohma ths kairo twra..kai ta mesa kai o kosmakis asxoleitai me to poios phge kai den phge strato!
Den lew adikia gia ton Giannakh apo th Magoula pou ekane 18 mhno sta synora, enw o gios tou Tade ekane guest star emfaniseis.. sto Pentagwno!
Alla to idio adiko den einai pou o Giannakhs, ptyxiouxos-aristouxos, prospathei na ta vgalei pera me to vasiko enw o gios tou Tade pairnei prwto mistho oso den tha parei pote o Giannakhs?
Kai h katalhksh -akhs, einai gia na tonisw pws fainetai o Giannaras apo th Magoula sta matia tou giou tou tade..kai tou idiou tou tade!!!
Kai mhn akousw pws apo kapou prepei na ksekinhsei h kyvernhsh- kai ta mesa ths- gia na katharisei th xwra apo ta rousfetia...
Giati kai ayth kai h prohgoumenh kybernhsh eixan parapanw apo mia eykaria..(kai 2 kai 3 kai 4..)
Opote are you going bananas? Ti sas epiase kai asxoleiste me nea apo thn prohgoumenh dekaetia??Edw o planhths tha kaei apo ypervolikh zesth, den exei xionisei se kanena Ellhniko Vouno..prowthhste kanena esw-oikologiko nomo gia na mh pethanoume oloi san ta pontikia..
Kai O Adhs den kserei apo conne!Ti ki an eisai o Gios tou Tade, ti ki an eisai o Giannhs apo th Magoula..